Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Oh Kangta is becoming cuter and cuter~ He looks so different wearing glasses and without them. I love his eyes. They're so seductive and electrifying. He can look at me like that anytime, and I'll melt like ice... Hannnn~~ I think I'm obssessed with drooling over his pictures. I prefer him without his glasses and with longer hair. And oh oh oh! His smile is soooooo sweet! Soooo charming, just like his voice~
His performance in Beijing was fabulous. See, he can do well, or even better, without that 笑里藏刀的 Vanness. Hmph!
And oh oh OH! The repackaged version of their album SCANDAL was gorgeous! I mean Kangta looked gorgeous in the pictures inside. Almost tempted me to buy it, but I don't think it's available in Singapore. Haiz... So near yet so far...
*Gasp*... so... charming... (melts)
Oh oh! So shy, so shy... Hannn~ 你这么可爱真的没问题吗？
Nini @ 9:23 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
I'm feeling full, and I decided to write the title in both English and Chinese to prove that I'm effectively billingual.
Went to cut my hair yesterday; cut my hair and my fringe. Now it's short and sweet. Yays. As long as it's cooling, I'm happy with anything. (er, unless I have to shave off my hair...) I feel like more than half my hair is gone and my head feels a ton lighter. Sometimes I don't really feel that my hair is on my head at all; and when I look into the mirror this morning, I almost couldn't recognise myself. Well I guess my hair has never been so short before. Now I look like... like... xiangyi's little bro? But I'm a graduating sec 4 student! I've just recieved flowers and hugs and kisses from my cl juniors the day before. It's the first time I've got that 'senior' feeling; and now I've turned back into a little sec 1 boy boy. Bleah..
Life might be miserable sometimes, but how much worse can it get?
To me, life is great when there is Kangta!
Nini @ 11:35 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
I'm a BIO student, and I work with enzymes everyday. Lalala~
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No. It's not something to be happy about. It's just evidence of my stupidity. I was planning to buy daily cleanser for my contacts. The box says daily cleanser; the box has been tampered with; the contents look suspicious; and I still bought it. After I took it home I realised that it's not daily cleanser for contacts. It's protein remover; it's $8.5o; and it seems that it only works with multi-purpose solution of that brand. Well, at least it seems to me that it is. Oh forget it, it's either that or tablet protein remover. I'm lazy. xD Oh well, I hope nothing will happen to my eye. BUT $8.5o for that small bottle of enzyme solution? Oh puuuuurlease, detergent is much cheaper (and with lemon fragrance). This is ROBBERY! This is EXTORTION!
If I'm not in a good mood today I will not be sitting in front of the computer calmly typing these stuff. No I can't say I'm in a good mood. My feelings are complicated. Today is the weirdest day ever. Both ms zeng and the aircon are in a serious state of pms. The stupid aircon refuses to work and ms zeng confiscated everything unrelated to maths on my table (and her claw almost went for the timetable lying innocently on my table). The aircon, I don't know what's happened to it. It seems like some people from npcc bullied it and it's currently suffering from depression. Poor thing. I pity you, and I pity myself more. Like a steamed muah chee, I agree with xiangyi totally.
But not all things are bad. Firstly, we bought a bag for Huan. Secondly, I got distinction for grade 3 music theory. Thirdly, I bought sweeeeeeeeeet handphone accessories. Let me elaborate on it a tiny weeny bit more. It's just sooooooo kyuuuuuut! I bought this... this.... kyuuuut little tortoise with it's kyuuuut big eyes and evil smile. And the best part is:I can use it to irritate leng. It's efficient and effective! It's cute, it's cute and it's cute! xD
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Bits and pieces :
- I'm getting lazy these days.
- Didn't do chemistry and english and maths homework.
- Qiuhui says JTan wears like a bodybuilder today.
- Eunice mysteriously appeared beside(or was it behind?) me at the busstop today and scared the hell outta me.
- I'm sticky and smelly like leng's old $2 note.
- My darling Kangta has been bullied by muscleman.
- I spent $5o in a day.
So what else is interesting?
For one thing, I'm gonna bathe for an hour tonight and sleep with my kyuuuuut little tortoise. xD (and at the same time, whisper some curses on ang geok, SJL and vanness wu)
and oh oh oh, Jollybean's warm soymilk is sugoi oishii ne!
Nini @ 8:19 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
I'm just too busy these days. I've got 2 tests this week and the CL rehearsal is making me mad, especially SJL. Whatever, I don't want to talk about it anymore. 1 more week and I'll never have to see the gay-ness of SJL anymore. Homework is piling up on my table too; and I want to go watch Pirates of the Carribean as much as I want to go Kbox. Life is boring when the only things in life is sleep, eat and homework. Oh well at least there's good food.
Changed my blog layout today. It wasn't designed by me but I used it because I wanted to learn the html used for this layout. It's somewhat similar to iframes layout. Nevertheless this layout is cute too.
This week I learnt that I should never lend things to people like Eunice. Not only is she unable to take care of other people's things, she also does not know that she should at least apologise when she damages people's things. Forget it, I'll never let her touch my things again. NEVER! I'm not discriminating her because she's fat. Size does not matter to me, but the fact that she is arrogant and conceited. She could never be a good fu zhuang group leader like Eng Chiew if she treats her group members like slaves and futhermore, unconcerned about their wellbeing. Nevermind, 1 more week and I don't have to see her twice a week anymore. I'll do anything to avoid her in school.
I'm looking forward to the Racial Harmony day next week. Seems like it's gonna be lots of fun. Our class is making muah chee and ice popsicles and we are wearing traditional costumes. Yays. However I feel bad for not being able to help to make the ice popsicles. Don't blame me, blame ang geok and her fake butt.
Huan's birthday is next week too; and me and Leng haven't got the time to buy her a present yet. Haiz...
I think I'll do my homework now. (or maybe I should just get rid of it using the new OSIM iEcologi XD)
Nini @ 1:28 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
I couldn't stand looking at my blog without pictures of Kangta so...
Gosh* Daisuki ga~~
Nini @ 6:00 PM
我从来不认为我是一个可爱的人。虽然有很多人那么说，但是我并不觉得我有那么可[爱]。也许他们那么说只是因为我比较小只；实际上我其实是个讨人厌的人。我不了解我自己吗？我不知道；但我非常清楚我不是一个轻易相信别人的人。我常常会提醒我自己要对别人做的任何事都带有戒心，但我却会不由自主地，不受控制地轻易让人摆布。最后我还是天真地轻易听信了他人。很矛盾吧。我一直觉得别人都只是在敷衍我，把我拿来开玩笑；因为我不知道别人说的话是否真诚，对自己也没有很多信心。我是那么可悲的一个人啊。
在某种程度上，我也被列为邪恶吧，因为我是个到处伤害人的大笨蛋。我并不是故意的，但却还是不能控制自己。我一再地告诉自己不能轻易地说出残忍的话，但还是常常因为我的顽固而伤害了别人。这不是是否我做的事是错或对，而是因为有人的确受伤了。人，是会受伤的。我明白这个道理，却无法控制我残酷的一面。我常常努力地保护自己，不让自己受到伤害，却同时无意地伤害了别人。真是笨透了。感觉上就像是童话故事里那个坏心眼的姐姐，又虚伪又自私。
我没有[喜欢]的权利。像我这样一个性格残缺的人，只会扭曲了[喜欢]的定义。但是我还是希望有人会喜欢我。我喜欢有人的陪伴，因为我还怕寂寞。虽然现在我并不寂寞，但我却会为我的自私而感到一种无奈的罪恶感，因为我无法回报别人对我的[喜欢]。为了有人的陪伴而敷衍着[喜欢]，这样的我真是坏透了。
这样的我，迟早会得到报应的。
Nini @ 4:30 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
I've been so busy these days; so busy that I have absolutely no time to write my blog, so busy that I have no time to think about what to write on my blog. I have never felt that time isn't enough. There's alot of things to do, there's alot of things I haven't do, and there's alot of things I couldn't finish. Someone halp meee...
I think I better continue doing the bio assignments I'm supposed to hand in on Friday. Ciao...
Nini @ 12:54 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
还记得大概一个月以前我曾说过什么东西太多了未必是好的。很可惜吃了一次亏我还是没有变乖。上次吃太多东西闹胃痛，今天也是。我真是个不知悔改的笨蛋。痛苦的后果再一次重重地打在我身上。是生活太无聊了所以自己要找点麻烦折磨一下自己，好让我回到现实。笨蛋就是这么样狼狈地活着。而我就是这样的一个笨蛋。结果今天把吃进去的东西一颗不漏地吐了出来。好难过。不过，不用安慰我，这纯粹是自找的。笨蛋找自己的麻烦，然后一笑置之。这就是笨蛋的生活方式，这就是笨蛋的生活情趣。
不过这个笨蛋是真的很喜欢 Kangta 哦！
Nini @ 8:43 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
I was very bored today so...
Nini @ 6:57 PM