Monday, February 26, 2007
Of course it's YES and a definite YES. I have always believed in god. ALWAYS ZOMGZOMGZOMG!!!
Today I found myself staring blankly on the piece of photocopied GP homework question paper for 2 damn hours. Well, considered to be 2 hours, since my mind did occasionally drift off to Sungie world, hoho. In the end I chose to do the most difficult (should be) question which no living soul understand. Does this mean I'm not living? If I'm not living then I won't be typing this at all, and I can't fangirl over Sungie anymore! ZOMG NO!!!
OMG, you can take away anything in the world, even Bush's wig or Moleyeo's moles, but please leave my Sungie for me. My life is no life without Sungie. ZOMGZOMG!!!
Every now and then the word 'road-run' pops into my head. No, shouldn't think about it at all, NO. Shouldn't bother to remember that I haven't had a single name on my card nor a single cent donated to me. Oho, can't imagine the look on Moleyeo's face when I hand in a blank card. XD
Can't stand this freaking thick-but-transparent-and-most-importantly-uncomfortable RV uniform anymore. OMG please gimme Sungie and new uniform! >o<
Nini @ 7:05 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
There are some times when I really DO NOT want to do homework. Especially when I see that big pile of homework on the table, it puts me off more and even more.
And I also DO NOT want to think about the fact that I have absolutely ZERO names on my donation card. It's unreasonable to go around asking people to donate during CNY, it's not charity, it's extortion! I don't see why I should do it just to sponsor any teacher, especially Moleyeo, to go on some course. Some children sucking mole-face doesn't deserve it.
Now I'm having trouble with this stupid maths question and it's getting me very, very irritated.
Nini @ 4:20 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
DAAA~ SUNGIE IS TOO ADORABLE! ZOMGZOMGZOMG!!! DAISUKI DAYO!!!!! ZOMG!!!!
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*falls asleep hugging my new-damn-expensive-and-heavy graphics calculator*
Nini @ 6:27 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
And it has become a fact, oh yes, that I get inpsiration everywhere, even from my darling Times magazine.
It was on this fateful day, came the most ridiculous and controversial thing I've made. It was fate that brought this wonderful Times magazine, along with a hell lot of inpsiration to me, and it's the most inspiration I've had this week. Hallelujah.
It all began when I was reading this article of the North Korea nuclear crisis, which got me so addicted, that I made one of it's quotes into an icon. It's a very simple icon, but it was damn difficult trying to squeeze all those words into a 100x100px box, without making it illegible. Anyways I love those red commas. Kiii!
Then I met my greatest friend, 4 pages later, and had so much inspiration that I made another icon and THIS. Isn't it cute? For goodness sake Leng, not every person with a beard is Osama. He is just a cute, innocent old man sitting in front of a beautiful blue curtain.
As such, I have decided to call him Abdullah, my dear old/new friend. Must really thank old Abdullah for giving me so much inspiration. Muacks!
And no, I'm not thinking of getting Osama a life nor a wife; and since Saddam's already been executed... Abdullah shall take over!! Go NIKE! WHAKAKAKAKAKA!!!
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This is getting ridiculous, really ridiculous, really. I'm just being weird.
Nini @ 1:28 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
I have never woken up so full of inpiration before. And today, and the night yesterday, I've been thinking about photoshop non-stop. With my fingers itching and my brain about to explode, I made this.
Yes, Kangta again. The pictures I found today are too yummy and I couldn't resist making them into graphics. It looks really simple isn't it? But god knows how long I took making them (although I slacked alot, ate alot of bak gua, watched alot of tv...). Nevertheless I'm really satisfied with the result, and Kangta looked really good!
It seems like bak gua is giving me a hell lot of inspiration, or maybe it's because I'm feeling so burdenless and stress-free these days. I could really produce better pieces of work when I'm happy and relaxed. And when I make nice designs I'm even happier. Wee~ \^o^/
Now I'm having a hard time trying not make myself forget that I have received ever so little ang pao money and it's the last day of CNY holidays tomorrow. Suddenly I become very depressed and sleepy, so I shall go to sleep now. Ciao...
Nini @ 9:26 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Sorry to say, but my ang pao money is pathetically little. Haix... as always, so I didn't really expect much.
And I'm still bothered by those heartless guys who demands donation from people around me and ultimately, me, since it's always me paying in the end. Thanks alot for their and their generosity, I really needed it.
Been waking up at 1pm everyday, then feeling twice as tired after that. The only thing good about this Chinese New Year is that I finally have less homework and more bak gua. I finally get to eat bak gua on CNY! Took me hell of effort to persuade my parents to buy bak gua for me.
4 days of holidays really feels like a treat for me, because I've been ever so busy since the start of this year. Without any holiday homework, I can really get down to enjoy my CNY this year.
As such, I made a collage of Kangta! Wanting to try out something different so ended up with this. I was pretty pleased with the result though, took me a day (starting from 3pm) to finish it. I simply love the tinge of blue and green. The pictures are from his 3rd album Persona and I thought he looked really good in these pictures. Well, he always looks good. XD
Heard that he's filming a new drama! So looking forward to it; and hoping that I would have time to watch it when it comes out...
Nini @ 3:39 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Today, I was totally amused by the little bot who eats curry puff on the bus and is afraid of the mirror-mirror-on-the-wall in Disney's Snow White.
Moleyeo is getting on my nerves, that interfering old hag. Once again, praying to kiwi for a new civics tutor.
Oho I recieved a rose today, from my wonderful OGL Grace. Thankies! Muacks!
Happily reached home earlier today to watch Hana Kimi, woohoo! Although really should do maths homework today else RHT will strangle me with his falling hair.
Lastly... SUNGIE IS JUST TOO ADORABLE!!!!! ZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMG!!!!!
Nini @ 4:35 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
If you want to do something, do it. Like how I dealt with my JAE registration in less than 5 minutes, no strings attached. There's no point thinking too much at all. It's all about what you want, not what other people want for you.
Anyways, after maths test today I had that feeling of relief again. So I still won't be doing any homework today, hoho. I'm getting abit too lazy I know, but it's almost new year, so I won't want that horribly feeling of burden. I want bak gua terribly, but ma mum refuses to buy it. Boohoo.
Hana Kimi is so very funny LMAO. Although the acting is very exaggerated, it has gotten to the point that it's hilarious. I'd prefer exaggerated funny acting to fake acting, that REALLY puts me off. But of course, no one in the show is as cute as ma Sungie, hoho, Sungie is da best, oho. At episode 9 currently, watching it off you-tube, but the plot has gotten abit cliche and... well... taiwanese dramas usually start off nice then becomes boring. I think I'd just read the manga anyways.
Just downloaded a Shinhwa video, gonna watch it now! Ciao!
Nini @ 7:28 PM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Presenting... (drumrolls)
Da new layout!!! Woohoo!!
This layout isn't really auspicious for the new year, but I thought it really looked great.
Actually I started making this layout yesterday night because I was feeling super duper depressed. I started with nothing in mind but after I desaturated this picture all inspiration came and I did most of this layout until 1 am. The picture is from Dolly Kiss, probably some manga I didn't know, but I love the drawing, especially the eyes that look so mysterious. I thought that this design looked prettier on its own than made into a layout; but I love it alot nevertheless.
It's my first time doing a design like this, experimenting with all the brushes and textures and effects. It started as an act of depression but as I continue it begin to look nicer and I got so excited. It's the first time I posterised my graphics but I thought it looked as nice whether posterised or not. I was very satisfied with the result; it is as dark and as dirty as I had wanted.
Should really do my homework later, I've owed lots of homework these days. Ever since after I recieved my results there's this voice at the back of ma head nagging me to settle down and get down to ma studies. Bahh, I think I shall do that after CNY so to hell with it. *Bangs head on table* Maybe I shall make more graphics since I'm so full of inspiration now. Kekekeke. Leave those annoying homework to tomorrow. Oho.
Suddenly got back my passion for piano after I went to Huan's house yesterday. Practised piano the whole evening after I went home yesterday. Hoping that this passion will last longer, until I finish my exams next year. HOPEFULLY.
Nini @ 5:29 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
Then after I got my results I don't know what to do.
Seems like I've lost all goals in life.
Yes, I've lost everything, everything just isn't right these days. And the results weren't as satisfying. Having a2s in two of my most confident subjects was thoroughly disappointing. I'd rather give up the rare a1 for geography just to get back my a1s for physics and chemistry. I don't dare to face Mr Ong anymore. I've let everyone down.
My brain is getting old; I'm already sick of life. I just want to live, freely.
Nini @ 9:29 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
I can finally say that my photoshop skills have improved a tiny-weeny, itsy-bitsy bit of abit.
Finally had time to make something in photoshop today. Didn't really finish my homework, but the rest are too difficult so I'll leave them to tomorrow. Made 2 icons (and counting), one of Sungie and one of Kangta. I'd always had inspiration when it comes to making Kangta icons, I wonder why oh why. But they are both nice, I'm very satisfied.
Deleted some of my older, uglier works. Really can't stand them living comfortably in my folder. Trash 'em and trash 'em all.
Not really looking forward to school tomorrow; not really dreading it either. The only thing I'm looking forward to is the release of results, which obviously isn't tomorrow. Boohoo.
Did terrible for piano lesson (again). And I can't believe I decided to take grade 4 practical next year; don't know what made me do it. Why would I even have time to practise, when my homework is piling up like that. No use regretting now, I'll just have to struggle like a cockroach in the sewers.
Happy that I finally have abit of time to rest today, I shall make more icons hohoho.
Nini @ 4:29 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Feel like I'd done alot of things this week; although I'm busy every week since lessons started. Haven't had time to write a proper post; previous posts are mostly me fangirling over Sungie. But that doesn't mean I'm not gonna do it this time, hehe.
Every day feels so long, and it really make me miss the schedule back in secondary school when the latest time school ends is 3.10pm. Now 3.10pm is considered as very early already. And then I start thinking that I really had alot of time back then, and the homework aren't all that difficult.
I haven't been using photoshop for weeks. I haven't made anything much, and even after I finish my homework I'm just too tired to do anything else. There's just too little time to rest and do something I like. The current layout is very pretty, but I want a new layout, I want to make a new layout; unfortunately time isn't on my side.
Feel more tired each day. I wake up as early as ever everyday although NJC is much nearer to my house than RV. Then after that I have to deal with the irritatingly unpredictable traffic along dunearn road. I don't dread school, apart from the fact that it's torturous to wake up so early in the morning. Not a day I wake up feeling less tired.
Hoping to get my O levels results soon, hoping to wear more comfortable uniform, hoping to get a better civics tutor.
It's been 2 weeks (or more) and I've never stopped complaining about my dear civics tutor. She seems to irritate me more than JTan. And yes, I'd thought I've seen the worst then. Oh yes, I just can't get enough of our disgusting. irritating, moley old woman. Trust me, there's nothing worse than THE MOLE.
I need a break, seriously, so that I can explore my limited creativity and finally get down to do some designing stuff. The photoshop book I'd borrowed is due tomorrow and I haven't got the time to finish reading it.
Now I'm feeling gloomier, desperate and ever more pathetic.
To cheer up, I downloaded new songs and broke 2 records on Flying Finger. Wanted to put up something I made quite long ago too...
Wanted to experiment with some new techniques I learnt in the book, hopefully it turned out nice. I played around with curves and levels alot and I tried to sharpen it in a more 'professional' way and I attempted to remove the grainy texture of the picture. Then I thought it looked abit too unreal, I'd never messed around with a picture this much. Anyway the original picture looked like this.
And lastly, before I fall asleep, not forgetting my daily routine...
Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!Sungie!!!
Whew, feel much better, hehe... Ciao!
Nini @ 8:32 PM