Wednesday, November 19, 2008
i'm kinda proud to say that i've been doing bio MCQ for the whole day,
an additional thought from the previous post: i guess the reason why i can't successfully switch my affections from shinhwa to DBSK is because whenever i look at DBSK i will think of shinhwa, and it just reminds me of how much i misses them. T.T
i'll just have to patiently wait for them to come back. i will! i will! HWAITING!
and that does not mean that i'm so desperate i switch to liking rain instead. because this could never happen. i prohibit it!
and my mum just came home. now those cute little nucleotides are dancing ever the more enthusiastically...
and screaming taiwanese news into my oh-so-abused ears.
oh yes, a random thought just came into my mind just now. wouldn't nini the wise lose her job when a levels end? what about her offerings? thus i'm happy to announce that nini the wise will accept offerings whether or not you need help. ^^
Nini @ 7:06 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
this is gonna be a very emo post, you're forewarned.
because i was just reading news about shinhwa, and am feeling very very very emotional now.
how do i say this... well i guess i just can't really get past the fact that i won't be seeing shinhwa together for the next 3 to 4 years, due to the stupid drafting law in korea. honestly speaking, and not saying that shinhwa is old, 30 is really quite too old an age for the army. i mean, it's really an awkward age, because people would be physically declining by 30. if you want tough young men to protect the country, shouldn't you get them while they were still tender and juicy in their 20s? (really not saying that shinhwa is old, they're a bunch of grown-ups who never grow up) and because of this i won't be seeing my beloved shinhwa for such a long long time. *dongwan just left for the army! gimme back my uncle wannie!* T.T even though i'm glad that sungie doesn't need to go to the army, and that the reason why i like shinhwa is largely because of sungie, i still would rather see them together. because when they are together, there is this energy that you can feel coming from them, and which is unique to them. there's no doubt that the shinhwa members lose some of their charm when they were doing their solo activities. when reading these news about them, there is this sadness lingering because the news are about the individual members, and not about shinhwa as a whole. i guess it's the friendship and brotherhood they show when they were together that really bring happiness and warmth to their fans. that's why their fans love them. that's why they can become the longest running idol group in korea. shinhwa = true friendship.
so i just can't imagine life without shinhwa, just living on past memories and future expectations, and this makes me feel really sad and lonely. i tried to divert my attention to other idol groups such as DBSK (which i kinda like) so i will feel less deprived (of fangirling?), but i guess nothing can or will replace shinhwa in my heart. they don't have to be the most good-looking people, but as long as they are together, i'll like them.
and no one can deny that shinhwa has flair, on stage and on variety shows. sorry leng, heh.
off-topic : i like talking to leng sometimes, because she don't really comfort me directly, but she never fails to make me laugh. she definitely has the humour gene in her, no doubt about it. and where's my auntie dawn post? i demand it! rawr!
and i can't help it, i have to do this. i HAVE TO CLEAR UP THE MISUNDERSTANDING AMONG MANY PEOPLE THAT I LIKE RAIN BECAUSE I DO NOT AND WILL NOT AND I DON'T LIKE CHICKEN BREASTS!
okay, well i guess this post isn't that emo at the end...
Nini @ 8:59 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i find that recently i couldn't get the rainism song off my head, or my head off the rainism song. leng suggested that i might be secretly in love with rain, which is ridiculous. no one could ever replace sungie in my head, and definitely not that chicken-breast-and-vegetable-eating rain.
but i just can't stop myself from watching his videos. it's like i'm addicted to it like i'm addicted to drugs. and i can't help but search popseoul for gossips on rain every one day or two. but please don't be mistaken, i'm definitely not in love with him, secretly or not. it's purely for entertainment and stress-relief purposes.
his performances of rainism are totally weird. its like, totally, alright? i can easily point out a few points right away. firstly what i find most disturbing is the combing hair movement that he does on an average of 5 times per performance. the way he moves his hand around his hair then slide down to his *ahem* magic stick. simply bizarre. secondly i'm really bothered about his purple gloves. those purple gloves that i can't help but notice whenever i watch his performances. those purple gloves that often zoom past my mind when my defences are low. thirdly he will always touch his chin in a somewhat seductive? way which totally grosses me out.
what fascinates me more is that whenever he does those things above the fans will scream like there's no tomorrow. i'll understand if it's shinhwa dancing up there since they are just so uber duber ubieee cute, but rain??? oh goodness gracious.
and lastly, i have to re-emphasise that i am not and will never be secretly or openly in love with rain. the thought of that just scares me.
i'm gonna be a bad boy... bad bad boy...
Nini @ 8:07 PM