Monday, March 24, 2008
dunno whether i can survive tomorrow.
piano exam is totally freaking me out. i'm terrified of playing, i'm terrified of scales, i'm terrified of sight-reading, i'm terrified of sight-singing. oh wait, that's just everything.
and i haven't done my poisson tutorial yet, don't feel like doing at the moment, too terrified to do anything at all.
there's harmoc tomorrow too, but that's the least of my worries.
Nini @ 9:39 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
before 30 i hope, but i must succeed in my career first, so i've alot to do.
2. Have you given your first kiss away?
to my hamster (is it considered?) around 4 years ago.
3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
leng: she has split personalities (gownie and auntie dawn), bringing her is equal to bringing 2. buy one get one free xDD
kiwi: motherly and takes care of people
steph: she can entertain me
well there aren't many to choose from in the first place haha
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
hokkaido! oh i miss that place so much. nice food and nice clothes and nice snow (and cute waiters too! xDD)
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
i dunno... kidnap sungie and listen to him sing everyday prolly xDD
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
of course. that's so pretty...
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
people i love
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
pay some tough guy and kidnap my sungie. just kidding, i would save half and spend the rest (on food and more food; sushis and ice creams, yum!). prolly save more though...
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
when im drunk prolly. but i dun get drunk easily, for one thing; i started drinking when i was just 2. my grandfather's the culprit (he loves to drink, basically, and so do i xDD)
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
kind, friendly, sweet
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
understanding and caring and has a gentle voice. doesn't have to be totally cute like my sungie but can't be too ugly in any case. and yes, must not have big bulky muscles; that's totally disgusting.
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
the type who acts like he/she's superior and so look down on others (yes engchiew i feel the same way as you)
13. What is your ambition?
to be a gynaecologist and bring lots of lives into this world!
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point out i suppose, but please put it in a kind way.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
people i love, that's why i would hate to lose them
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
don't think so. i can spend alot of time thinking whether to buy something, go out of the store and come back a few times. i don't really like shopping in the first place.
17. At this point in time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
depends. though they always say change for the better.
18. What are you afraid of the most?
loneliness. i can't stand going home alone. now i can take bus alone, but i hate walking to the bus stop alone.
19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
i should be a more patient and tolerant person. i can't really stand people who're more stupid than me, that's why i don't like little kids.
20. What makes you different?
i'm eating bananas now! haha
8 persons i'm tagging: well there aren't 8 people in my list in the first place. so basically im just writing this for fun. but anyone who reads this can write their own too!
Nini @ 6:20 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
i think i'm a little hysterical nowadays, not that i'm usually any more normal. my randomness have attained a new level, i proudly confess, and even i myself am amused by it.
i think i shouldn't be revealing my weird habits on my blog; such as the tendency to talk to non-living things like stationary and keychains and my filthy bag, and being unable to resist touching my dry, chapped lips (due to 3 terrible ulcers that sprouted last week) although i know it's unhygienic, and failing horrendously at pronounciation (i pronounced scab as scalp during econs lecture the other day, and hence suffered multiple tauntings from dear stephanie). Such embarrassing stuff should never be posted on my blog, oh no not at all.
i was kindly reminded that there was once i scolded by bag for blocking the way. why would i do such a thing, i wonder? i think i just like taking my temper out of non-living things since they can't retaliate, boohoo. gosh i think i'm super morbid.
i never actually get how some people could be so afraid of some things. i, however, have never been truly afraid of any thing at all. i was hoping i could really experience the kind of fright that makes me cry. i may dislike cats, but i definitely am not afraid of them, not at all. i think i'm more afraid of people; people such as mr tek, for example. little buggies can't harm you, and definitely can't rubbery spiders and such.
i can't believe i've managed to survive till the end of this week, well, almost the end. chem and bio test have peacefully passed by, and hopefully so will econs. gotta study econs now. don't wanna sleep at 1.30am like yesterday again.
Nini @ 6:28 PM