Sunday, March 06, 2011


for I have not been so truthful in awhile


When had you ever truly understood how I felt, or did you even bother to?


When was the last time we messaged each other?
When was the last time you replied my messages?


When was the last time we had a proper conversation?
When was the last time you actually tried to carry out a proper conversation with me?


When was the last time we went out together?
When was the last time we went out because you asked me to?


When was the last time we even had a meal together?
When was the last time you had asked me out for a meal?


I believe, with all of my heart, that we are going to become strangers in a few years time. Under certain circumstances we might meet and hang out, but we will never be able to talk and laugh like we did.
Aren't we already drifting apart now? Or did you not even notice this much?


Did you even try to maintain this friendship? Or did you never found it necessary?
Maybe you simply assumed that everything would be the same even if you did nothing.


Did you notice the change in you? I did, and it makes me sad.
Or maybe I just never really knew you from the start.


What I want I would never be able to get, so why should I try so hard?
At the very end, all I have is disappointment.



Nini @ 9:53 PM