Tuesday, March 27, 2007
BACK TO ENGLISH! WOOHOO!
Yo everybody, I'm back, and the only thing that can make me so happy is the E-STAR interview. Well I didn't pass the interview yet, but it was great knowing that at least I was chosen for it. It doesn't really matter whether I will get in or not; well of course it would be great if I can, but I'm contented just having a chance to try.
I could almost die yesterday when I saw my name not on the list. Well it is on today, so I'm happy.
It's weird because I'm actually feeling excited over tbe interview and not nervous at all. But I think I will wake up to a ever the uber nervous morning tomorrow.
Been practising piano harder than ever these days. I'm so damn determined to finish sonata by this week; it has been haunting me for almost a year. T.T I will work hard for a better lesson next week and probably be able to pass my grade 4 exams next year. OMG I'm freaking out, me and my poor small tiny hands (and stiff fingers).... T.T
Typed this just after I finished practising and my fingers are flying across the keyboard, pressing all the wrong keys.
Been going online less frequently these days, haven't seen sungie for ages! Yes, sungie again, there will always be sungie in my posts; and loads of fangirlism. OMG I missed sungie so muchie, Shinhwa is celebrating their 9th anniversary, and sungie is still ever uber cute, hoho. Prince Chubby.XD Just couldn't resist, want to pinch his cheeks so muchie. When will his new album come out I wonder, when oh when, couldn't wait!!! OMG SUNGIE SUNGIE SUNGIE SUNGIE SUNGIE!!!!!
Must get back to practising piano, and I still owe loads of homework. But all these can wait until I'm done perving on adoring sungie's uberly cute face. KYAAA!
>>> OMG Kangta is so gorgeous as well!
Nini @ 5:35 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
喜欢本身就有价值；快乐由中而生.
我仍然在渺茫中寻找着.
但有一天会变淡，因为距离与时间都牺牲了.
那时，放下会更容易，舍得会更舍得；心痛淡去，却会永远停留.
我一直寻找，寻找永远不变的事物，但永远并不存在.
如果有无时限的世界，我愿意停留.
因为改变真的让人心痛.
你会记得我，你会记得我吧？
一定要，记得我...
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题外话：
" 跟我在一起！" --- XD
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Nini @ 6:24 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
在空无一人的道路上，我独自走着.
这是个寂静的空间，这是个黑暗的空间.
我路过的人，他没有脸；路过我的人，他没有脸.
这是个没有感情的世界； 笑容，亦是虚伪的.
我也慢慢地，被这冷漠侵蚀.
他们抢走了我的笑容，无理由地；他们抢走了我的灵魂，无理由地.
剩下的，还有什么？
是你带给我笑容，是你守护我的笑容.
在你的陪伴下，我能感受到真正的快乐.
你曾经让我拥有笑容;
然而你已经离开.
当我伸出手，但抓不到温柔的时候，你会来拯救我吗？
我仍然是寂寞的；我仍然是害怕寂寞的.
我喜欢在快乐的虚幻中沉溺，因为现实太残酷.
逃避，是我的懦弱，亦是我的选择.
这是一条没有回头的路，然而我一直走着...
Nini @ 7:26 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
瞢，目不明. 亦是看不清的.
我是很迷惘，因为事迹匆匆，抓不住.
可是我不甘心，因为我不想败给这种绝望感. 我想要我要的东西，不想把它输给任何人.
珍惜的东西就是不想失去，因为我是个自私的人.
我不想输，尤其是对这种毁灭性的混蛋.
可是我又能做什么呢？当你的命运被它掌握的时候，除了无奈的悔恨还能有什么？
我的身边有守护我的神，神它明白地告诉我，不要再痴心妄想了，生命是公平的，有得必有失. 该放开的时候就放开吧.
Nini @ 12:07 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
This must be the worst day of my life. Cannot go to cycling with my class, then suddenly I heard that I'm streamed into different classes as xiangyi. NOOOOO!!!! T.T I feel like I could just die. Streaming simply defeats the whole point of orientation, stupid NJC. For that I refuse to do my holiday econs homework. RARR!!!
Although moleyeo is gone from I heard, but she can go alone, don't take away xiangyi, OMG NO! Xiangyi is being sucked in to her mole of abyss, or abyss of mole. NO!!!!! T.T
Now I don't even know whether I'm crying or laughing. The above piece of information has traumatised me greatly, but at the same time I'm also watching a video of shinhwa and sungie's smile is just... TOO IRRESISTABLE!!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!!!
Okay, I should really be sad. This is the family break apart of the century OMG. Not saying that I'm not sad, but there's just something keeping my emotions balanced. I think I'll be feeling the more sad on monday, haix....
Nini @ 4:57 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Happily finished Leng's birthday card because it turned out really good and I'm really happy with it. Anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
to Lye Gownie Leng, the president. XD
Everything that has to be said are written in THE CARD so have fun reading it (somehow I have the feeling that you would be drooling over it...). Warning : Excessive mushy-ness and fangirlism. BEWARE!
And I, on this special day, proudly announce that I have done ZERO amounts/units of homework! WHAKAKAKAKA!!!!!
Nini @ 12:45 PM
Was trying to find some pictures of Lee Junki to work with when I came across this line saying, "... Lee Junki is so beautiful..."
My Sungie is even more beautiful, WHAT.
Just couldn't resist to bite back at whoever who said that. RARR!
Nini @ 10:43 AM
Friday, March 09, 2007
Felt alot cheerful after reading Leng's blog. If you are interested to know what happened to us at the sushi competition and lalaland, feel free to visit her blog. (Warning : contains stacks of sushi plates that may make you feel _______ (will get back when I found the word) and Winnie the Pooh
And that bunbun manly bought was uber cute. Yong Lai Peckpeckpeckpeckpeck.
Nini @ 8:34 PM
Suddenly feel like writing in chinese because I haven't done so in ages. And when the feeling is just right I just had to do it. So here it is, another of my piece of pessimistic writing. (I'm kinda losing my touch, really.)
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时间的流去, 让人觉得原来自己是那么的无助.
在一切悲欢离合之下, 除了等待未来可能给予的那么一点优待，生命还有什么意义？
在一切结束之后，你还会记得我吗？
在十年，一百年过后，你还会记得我吗?
在年复一年的日子里，你是否会偶尔想起我？
在人与人相接的城市里，我们是否会变成擦肩而过的陌生人？
如果我们能够再相遇，能否再在彼此的陪伴下得到以往的欢乐与感动？
忘记，是因为害怕寂寞，还是遗忘带给我们寂寞？
即使遗忘是难免的，我还是不喜欢忘记与被忘记的感觉，因为它让人好寂寞.
然而，忘记自己最珍惜的人，和被自己最珍惜的人忘记，哪一个比较让人心痛与不舍？
这世界上真地会有永远，不变的友谊吗？
感动，已不存在了. 温柔，也已感觉不到. 而我，只能这么盲目地活着.
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Had been feeling burdened since I thought of Kiwi last night. Feeling better now, am I?
Nini @ 7:48 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
Weee~ I'm very excitedly eating maggi mee right now. XD
Excited not because of the posting but because the new uniform I'm going to buy tomorrow, hoho. Nothing can excite me more. (not unless Sungie turns up at my doorstep right now)
Have a feeling that there will be many people coming and leaving NJC after posting results come out. Although it won't affect me much I just hope the changes wouldn't be too big. I really like my class, really.
The Bio test today was horrible. Mugged through the 2 PW free periods (and yes, my LAST pw free period) and doing badly (still) in the test. I was supposed to draw a part of the DNA and yet I drew the nucleotide. Oh well, it's still considered part of the DNA no?
No holiday for posting and no holiday for amazingly good 'A' level results. NJC is almost as stingy a school as RV, dear Ek EV.
Nini @ 4:13 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
RVIP sucks for nuts, and nothing's gonna change the fact. Not even if the teachers come to NJC for some course everyday. Not when Ek's the principal. Come on everybody, SACK HER! Else RV will be threatened of having it's autonomous status removed soon! Down with Ek!!!
Posting results are coming out next week, and I'm super dreading it. Not that it will make any difference; I'm still staying in NJC anyways, but I just don't want my PW free period to go away, especially the 100 minutes on freedom on monday, boohoo.
Don't know what to say.
Nini @ 4:15 PM