Wednesday, May 16, 2007
I'm stressed. Stressed like I've never been before.
There's so much things to do, and suddenly I realised that I can't take it anymore.
I'm eating less than ever, and my eye bags are dragging on the floor. Haix...
Now I'm thinking whether I should have joined the STAR researchin the first place. It's sad to say that I'm totally not interested in what I'm supposed to do at all. My mentor talked alot on how he feels that the project is interesting but it just doesn't appeal to me, not at all. Hopefully I would be more interested in it after I started on it or else I don't think I could do a good project at all. And it is really very important to me. I don't want to waste my precious June holiday for nothing. And mentor actually is a nicer person than he looks; or rather he doesn't look as creepy as his photo. He's just skinny and with little hair. And he is not balding at one spot, his hair is homogeneously diluted (wonder if it's right to say it like that...). But he's really a nice person, considering that he sent me to the busstop after one boring morning spent in NUS. If he didn't I'll probably still be lost in NUS. Oh yes, NUS is ridiculously huge. And just because he's a nice person, I don't want to disappoint him by doing a poor project; although somehow I think he realised I wasn't very interested. It's really hard to fake interest when you really isn't. Haix...
I started mugging bio after I came home from NUS (although I slept for 3 hours in between). Now I'm wondering where I'd put the information because it's definitely not in my brain. I still couldn't find it. Maybe I'll sleep with Ho Yin Kiong under my head tonight. I can really imagine how I'll fail my bio test tomorrow. Haix... But on a happier note, my bio teacher is not Khoo, and Zach Lim probably won't mark it. Ahaha.
I need more sleep and more sleep and more sleep. So off I go...
Nini @ 10:10 PM