Sunday, August 26, 2007
I don't feel well. I could barely breathe properly because I just couldn't stop coughing. I really feel like tearing my throat apart so it doesn't itch. And now my head hurts, together with muscles all over my body. I don't like it, I don't like it at all.
Nini @ 8:43 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
I would be so very happy after PW is over. It has constantly disturbed me over the past few months. And so has maths, because no matter how much time i spend doing maths, I just couldn't seem to catch up. I like calculus, but I don't like doing the same questions, using the same techniques over and over again. After a while it becomes really frustrating and boring, not to mention that there are some questions that had made me stuck there for a few hours. I don't understand genomics, as well as market structure. The only subject which has left me with abit of hope is prolly chemistry, because chemical equilibrium is uber easy. I'll be dead in a few weeks' time. This is not a good month, the seventh month...
And I have to start thinking about continuing with my research. I haven't contacted my mentor yet, because I don't know how to talk to him, or rather, I don't know how and whether I should continue with it. I never had wanted to do a bad job, but I am now. I would rather choose the promos over research because I feel sick whenever I thought of having to fake interest over whatever I'm doing in front of my mentor. But I know, if I don't do it, nick chan will never let me off. T.T
Oh a happier note, daddy's finally coming home today! Finally, we can break the feeling of awkwardness between me and my mum. The last 2 weeks hasn't been easy, and I had been miserable.
Nini @ 12:43 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
I can't stand her at all. I couldn't do it anymore. I can't take it anymore. I feel like I can't live with her anymore. I feel like we've been giving in to each other too much for too long since my dad went overseas. I really don't like all her principles in life. They are self-centered and arrogant. She doesn't need to teach me what is right and what is wrong, because she can never convince me with her distorted point of view.
And she wants to educate me on watching too much television when all she cares about is her stupid show? What a complete load of crap.
Who cares about my leg? Who cares about her? I so wanna yell at that irritating neighbour's kid who is singing this disgusting version of 'mary lim had a little lamb'. Who cares if it's the seventh month? I'll vent all my anger on any ghost that dares to pester me now and it'll prolly be 扁死 (okay fine, ghosts are already dead) 扁活 by me even before it gets to say 'boo'. Pathetic newbie ghost. RARR!
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SUNGIE ssi... my heart, has your name on it. <3<3<3
Okay that was uber random, especially after the above agitated rantings. But a trip to shinhwachangjo.net has really, really, reeeeeaaaaally made me a very much happier kiwi/fei-zhou-de-xiao-hai/jia-nai (or whatever you wanna call me XD).
Couldn't help it, cos I was dying from excitement and all, I had to do this.
His neck! Look at his neck! *dies*
Wah... I really like his hair now, it's black it's black, I love black hair!
AHH!!! OMG!!! OMG!!! *faints*
Haaa I love his smile so muuuuch~
Ahh... okay I'm abit weird, but it's so tempting! He looks so cute when he drinks! XD
I did 2 graphics too, cos I was feeling uber inspired when I saw the pictures. Click here and here. All credits to shinhwachangjo.net.
And I love his new album, his voice is as wonderful as always.
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Nini @ 7:52 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
OMG I was crying when I heard his new album.
And maybe it was because of pw; I was doing pw when I listened to his album, pw sucks. But I seriously doubt so, cause his voice is so, so, so, so, so dreamy and sweet and angelic and beautiful and touching and gentle and delicious and sexy and everything!!!!! I'm gripping my soul right now cause it's gonna fly off any minute. XD It's so exciting and I just can't stop smiling. Well apart from the fact that I have disgusting pw tomorrow... SUNGIE'S VOICE IS REALLY TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!!!!! XDXDXD
It's so cute. I was just watching a clip of sungie shooting his mv and he's really stiff when he dances. SO ADORABLE!!! And I really like his hair, it's black and shiny and smooth, and I love black hair, the blacker the lovelier. XD And his smile is totally unbeatable. And his neck, his neck... *gulp*
Apart from that, I haven't really photoshopped for quite some time. My hands are itching but I don't have the time at all. I have lots of pretty pictures and brushes and textures but I couldn't use them at all. The only time I use photoshop is for 'educational' purposes. Sucks. But I really like my current layout and I really don't see why I should change it. Well, this is prolly a lie to make myself feel better cause life is miserable without photoshop, my darling. T.T
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Wow, haven't done that in a long time. Feels damn good. XD
Right... I'm totally distracted from doing pw now.
Nini @ 9:46 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
I wasn't planning to blog today but this big juicy piece of news is too much to resist.
SUNGIE IS RELEASING HIS 2ND ALBUM TOMORROW!!!
OMG IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!!! NEW SONGS!!!!! SUNGIE!!!!! MORE FANGIRLING!!!!! SUNGIE PLAYING IN THE POOL!!!!! SUNGIE RIDING MOTOBIKE!!!!! SUNGIE KICKING PEOPLE'S ARSE!!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!!! UBER LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!!!
Then I saw a clip on the making of his new mv. He was kissing a girl! First mv shoot and he is kissing a girl!?!?!? *sound of shattering heart* Emotions of a crazy fangirl erupts OMGOMGOMG. What the hell, his neck look so sexy in that screencap, I'm dying OMG. *faints*
Then leng says, ".... walao the only time u blog n its abt ur sungie... u shld just change ur blog name... the sungie blog".
Well nothing can give me as much stimulation to blog you know...
Nini @ 9:51 PM