Monday, January 25, 2010
你看着眼前的那一片廖静.
你跚跚地走往.
你握着手里仅存的信念, 然始终微微颤抖.
你被你所促使着踏出的每一步.
你欲回头望, 然而那种漠然你亦所了解.
你期望窥望的目光, 你期望抽搐般的窃窃细语.
乃人对你的存在之悟.
你所了解那亦是虚无的遐想.
你所了解自己已渐渐陷入的遐想.
那是如此的深渊. 那是如此的廖静.
你放慢脚步, 欲及些须挽留, 你始终会奢望.
引了几许目光, 对你微弱离去的身影, 那乃出于闲, 非于怜.
你握紧双手, 却复微微颤抖.
你走向前, 你渐舒畅, 你意为那是你的归所.
你顾愚昧, 但抉择已被定夺.
如此自私, 如此骄纵, 如此孤独.
何以被留恋, 何以被抑止.
你哼着那一段, 诉说着如此短暂的过往.
你愿它只幽幽之声, 犹如无韵的离骚.
你踏入那片廖静.
Nini @ 11:58 PM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
i realise i need stuff for me to get obsessed over.
now that i've done watching all available episodes (of all seasons by the way) of criminal minds and all 3 CSIs, having repeatedly watched all videos available for fangirling on both youtube and tudou, and rewatched all my past favourite hong kong dramas and 妻子的诱惑, i feel utterly empty after i close the word window that is my tutorial file.
obsessions are healthy. it gives me something to look forward to after slogging through my tutorials.
don't like feeling empty like this at all.
Nini @ 1:12 AM
Monday, January 18, 2010
someone give me back my mojo!
downs three hundred bottles of ink.
Nini @ 12:29 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
不听, 不问, 不看, 不想.
你活着的是他人的生活.
你说, 我听到了.
我说, 那是他人耳里响彻的旋律.
你说, 我看到了.
我说, 那是他人眼里映出的色彩.
你说, 我知晓了.
我说, 那是如此卑鄙地寄生于他人苦掘出的词海.
因为他们感动, 所以你泪流.
因为他们欢喜, 所以你颜笑.
因为他们愤慨, 所以你气绝.
在那个绝离人群的僻暗深渊, 你是一个空白的面具.
你生存于他人的生存.
你说, 能否给与我寄生?
我说, 你那空白的面具下, 还私藏着数几人的躯型?
灵魂, 我不售, 亦售不起.
Nini @ 11:49 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
people are doing interesting modules such as Lang Pu: The Start of Hum Lang and I'm stuck listening to 春秋 stories everyday.
not that i'm truly complaining.
sometimes i just can't comprehend how dumb ancient chinese men are.
i just can't get The Horribly Slow Murderer with the Extremely Inefficient Weapon out of my mind. Spoons. ROFL.
Nini @ 3:58 PM