Tuesday, February 22, 2011
there's no such thing as the bright side of life.
always look on the dark, depressing side; maybe then life would seem a little bit brighter.
Nini @ 10:48 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2011
no, after so long that empty ache in my heart still remains.
it's lurking somewhere deep in my heart, and sometimes I would tug it out so that I can torture myself with it.
but then it would sink back inside, emptier and hurting more than ever.
and so once in awhile, I would walk along that path again, to remind myself that I am never deserving of whatever I own today.
and again, hope is paralyzing.
Nini @ 6:23 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2011
so that's what they say.
but when i don't miss anyone. even if i do i won't dream of them.
i always tend to dream of those i've never though of in a very long time.
and my dreams then gets me thinking of them.
am i living in a dream, or is my dream dictating my reality? or maybe my mind is dreaming, yet my body is stuck in reality.
but in my dreams i feel no pain, only fantasy.
off-topic: my dreams are often the reason for my failing to wake up.
Nini @ 6:59 PM