Saturday, April 29, 2006
Everything doesnt seems to be right today.
I wanted to write my blog in chinese then i realised that it totally ruined by blog when i published the post. -- unhappy
I seem to be offending people today. First it was my mum, then it was waileng, after that everyone started ignoring me.
Fine. I don't need anyone to be bothered; i don't want to bother anyone either.
What did i do? I didnt do anything. Is it their problem? Or does the problem lie with me?
Why can't i get along with anybody?
I'm sick of studying for mid-year; im sick of facing the bio textbook; im sick of my mum glaring at me everytime she walked past.
And now i want to write something, and my blog won't work.
I just want to lock myself in my room and wait for this cursed day to past.
What should i do? Can someone help me? I feel so disgusted; at everyone and at myself.
I feel so sick that i wanted to throw up.
I should be more optimistic, but how am i able to when everyone is turning their backs against me? Yes i'm sadistic. so what? Would anyone care?
I'm just not happy. Is that a crime? Did i lose the right to be unhappy?
That irritating kid of my neighbour's, yelling and screaming. I don't like children. I don't see what's so cute about them.
Nini @ 6:09 PM