Friday, November 17, 2006
I'm trying to find a word to describe my feelings now.
I don't feel excited at all that 'O' levels have finished. Well, maybe a little bit, a little bit... And I feel sad for abit, maybe it's because I won't be seeing Kiwi or Manly or (goofy) Leng for a long long time. (even thought I have to go back to school next tuesday) I try to tell myself that it's over, IT'S OVER, but I just don't like to be at home alone. I used to like holidays, but this is just so different.
And there's that, I don't know what to do now that exams are over. Now that I don't need to study, what can I do? I've really looked forward to today, to freedom, but...
I feel like I'm just released from jail. *ties a yellow ribbon on the tree*
I know this feeling.
Pure emptyness.
And I don't like it. I just feel I miss something, and I'm sad.
Now I'm crying as I type, because I have to say goodbye, to studying and many things.
因为离别让人感到寂寞.
Now just let me cry into my pillow.
Sayonara.
Nini @ 4:54 PM