Saturday, May 05, 2007
It's weird to be living in this world. Sometimes I really feel that I am a lucky person, and that there's god looking after me. But I am tired. I am tired of always pretending to dread something that I would otherwise look forward so much. I feel cursed, because things would never go right when I look forward to it too much. The more truly I dread something, the better my life would get. Sometimes I would feel that I'm in control of my life, but it I really feel very tired. I really hope that I can happily look forward to any other day, so that life wouldn't be such a burden.
Don't think of suicide, never think of suicide. If you don't treasure your life, no one would. Think of all those innocent people who died in terrorist attacks, who lost their lives in the war. They have as much reason to live as you and me. They are just the unlucky bunch of people who are at the wrong place at the wrong time.
Why am I talking about things like this? As long as I have my family, my dearest friends, my comfortable bed, my endless supply of chocolate, and most importantly, my most adorable SUNGIE, nothing would be worst... or could it be?
Nini @ 9:17 PM