Saturday, May 26, 2007
It feels disgusting living a life that forces you to do things that you dread everyday. It's especially painful when your mind is constantly harassed by the things you have to do and by people telling you to do the things you have to do.
Perhaps it's because I've been to busy, and that I'd looked busy since the start of the year that my parents can't stand, or rather find it weird that I'm sitting in front of the computer doing things other than homework. They seem to have forgotten that I had used to do this not long before. I don't want to be doing constructive things at anytime. Please, I want, and desperately need to rest. And I don't want them to be walking past the study room, putting up a bad pretence that they are not spying on me. It's extremely irritating, I would rather they leave me alone.
"Sometimes, the sheer exertion of living drove a person beyond their limits."
--- TIME June 4, 2007
It's true; it's really tiring when you are trying too hard to live. They wouldn't understand, because they are not I.
Nini @ 3:18 PM