Wednesday, May 30, 2007
I finally went to ece today. Spent the whole afternoon decoding the software, which actually was quite interesting, but it's so confusing that at the end of the day nothing went into my mind at all. Then a student from the department came and say hello. He shook my hands are seemingly refused to let go. OMG pervert. After that I'm totally freaked out by him. Maybe he was just being friedly, but sorry, I felt bizarre. And I couldn't really understand the things he said because he has very serious indian accent.
Why does xiangyi meet interesting people at her RI while I encounter perverts?Goodness.
Now I'm very troubled over making choices. I have to make a decision on which project I want to do. My mentor offered me a lab-based project at IMRE which I would be more interested in but somehow I still find it hard to come to a decision. I should have happily agreed to it but something just tells me that it's not right. I just feels bad towards my mentor because now I'm really sure that he can tell that I'm not very interested in the project he proposed. I think somehow he feels a little... disappointed? The other problem is that those professors always give such a vague description of the projects and how am I supposed to choose when I don't really understand what both projects are about? And I don't want to irritate them by keep on asking questions on what the project is about. It's not that ray-tracing isn't interesting, but I just don't feel productive when I'm doing it.
And I definitely don't have the luxury of time to think about this problem slowly. Someone enlighten me!!!
Nini @ 4:40 PM