Thursday, June 14, 2007
The barrier between dreams and reality has been broken; for me, at least. Often I wake up with messy memories because I couldn't tell whether they have really happened or they are just a fragment of my subconscious thoughts. For instance I thought that xiangyi wouldn't be going today because I thought I remember receiving a message from her saying that she wouldn't be going. Then when I went back to check my handphone there was no such message. I presume I must have dreamt of seeing it; but the memory was just so vivid and realistic. Because I dream of things that haven't happened and things that I'm waiting to happen, it often confuses me about what has really happened. Sounds confusing? Because I'm confused.
Yesterday I went to ECE to meet one of the students there, and yes, I do have lots of complain about that lab manager. For 2 days, yesterday and Monday, she has totally disregarded my existance. And just yesterday alone, she has asked for my name twice. Twice! For goodness' sake. Well she's supposed to arrange for me to meet the students, and it seems that it totally didn't occur to her that she should tell me the time for the meeting. As such, I had to wait for four-and-a-half hours. And this four-and-a-half hours wasn't worthwhile (other than the fact that I managed to do lots of maths and thus killing most of my brain cells), because the meeting lasted only for at the most 10 minutes. And it ended so abruptly, leaving me standing there stupidly thinking 'what the hell...'.
It is as important as anything, and now I don't have it.
Ahh... no fangirling for today, boohoo.
Nini @ 12:46 PM