Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I don't know if I'd made the right choice, I really don't know.
Since when have I started questioning my decisions? Since when have I started losing confidence in myself?
Somehow I am regretting that I took up this research project. I just feel so tired everyday and no matter how much I sleep, it's just not enough. It's becoming such a dread to go ECE everyday. I couldn't admit that I'm really tired, I refuse to. I won't give in, I refuse to. But somehow I feel that even if I struggle like mad, I would still be falling into the bottomless pit, falling... falling into nothingness.
Sounds simply pathetic.
And music is not working at all. Usually I would feel much better after listening to Sungie's voice, but nowadays his pleasantly beautiful angelic voice seems to bounce off my ears. The problem lies in me, I think I'm dying. I feel like my life is being sucked out of me day by day.
If I die, I can't fangirl over Sungie anymore. NOOOO!!!!!!!!11one
Jack Sparrow = CHARISMA. Oh yes...
Nini @ 8:49 PM