Sunday, August 19, 2007
I would be so very happy after PW is over. It has constantly disturbed me over the past few months. And so has maths, because no matter how much time i spend doing maths, I just couldn't seem to catch up. I like calculus, but I don't like doing the same questions, using the same techniques over and over again. After a while it becomes really frustrating and boring, not to mention that there are some questions that had made me stuck there for a few hours. I don't understand genomics, as well as market structure. The only subject which has left me with abit of hope is prolly chemistry, because chemical equilibrium is uber easy. I'll be dead in a few weeks' time. This is not a good month, the seventh month...
And I have to start thinking about continuing with my research. I haven't contacted my mentor yet, because I don't know how to talk to him, or rather, I don't know how and whether I should continue with it. I never had wanted to do a bad job, but I am now. I would rather choose the promos over research because I feel sick whenever I thought of having to fake interest over whatever I'm doing in front of my mentor. But I know, if I don't do it, nick chan will never let me off. T.T
Oh a happier note, daddy's finally coming home today! Finally, we can break the feeling of awkwardness between me and my mum. The last 2 weeks hasn't been easy, and I had been miserable.
Nini @ 12:43 PM