Tuesday, November 18, 2008
this is gonna be a very emo post, you're forewarned.
because i was just reading news about shinhwa, and am feeling very very very emotional now.
how do i say this... well i guess i just can't really get past the fact that i won't be seeing shinhwa together for the next 3 to 4 years, due to the stupid drafting law in korea. honestly speaking, and not saying that shinhwa is old, 30 is really quite too old an age for the army. i mean, it's really an awkward age, because people would be physically declining by 30. if you want tough young men to protect the country, shouldn't you get them while they were still tender and juicy in their 20s? (really not saying that shinhwa is old, they're a bunch of grown-ups who never grow up) and because of this i won't be seeing my beloved shinhwa for such a long long time. *dongwan just left for the army! gimme back my uncle wannie!* T.T even though i'm glad that sungie doesn't need to go to the army, and that the reason why i like shinhwa is largely because of sungie, i still would rather see them together. because when they are together, there is this energy that you can feel coming from them, and which is unique to them. there's no doubt that the shinhwa members lose some of their charm when they were doing their solo activities. when reading these news about them, there is this sadness lingering because the news are about the individual members, and not about shinhwa as a whole. i guess it's the friendship and brotherhood they show when they were together that really bring happiness and warmth to their fans. that's why their fans love them. that's why they can become the longest running idol group in korea. shinhwa = true friendship.
so i just can't imagine life without shinhwa, just living on past memories and future expectations, and this makes me feel really sad and lonely. i tried to divert my attention to other idol groups such as DBSK (which i kinda like) so i will feel less deprived (of fangirling?), but i guess nothing can or will replace shinhwa in my heart. they don't have to be the most good-looking people, but as long as they are together, i'll like them.
and no one can deny that shinhwa has flair, on stage and on variety shows. sorry leng, heh.
off-topic : i like talking to leng sometimes, because she don't really comfort me directly, but she never fails to make me laugh. she definitely has the humour gene in her, no doubt about it. and where's my auntie dawn post? i demand it! rawr!
and i can't help it, i have to do this. i HAVE TO CLEAR UP THE MISUNDERSTANDING AMONG MANY PEOPLE THAT I LIKE RAIN BECAUSE I DO NOT AND WILL NOT AND I DON'T LIKE CHICKEN BREASTS!
okay, well i guess this post isn't that emo at the end...
Nini @ 8:59 PM