Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i find that recently i couldn't get the rainism song off my head, or my head off the rainism song. leng suggested that i might be secretly in love with rain, which is ridiculous. no one could ever replace sungie in my head, and definitely not that chicken-breast-and-vegetable-eating rain.
but i just can't stop myself from watching his videos. it's like i'm addicted to it like i'm addicted to drugs. and i can't help but search popseoul for gossips on rain every one day or two. but please don't be mistaken, i'm definitely not in love with him, secretly or not. it's purely for entertainment and stress-relief purposes.
his performances of rainism are totally weird. its like, totally, alright? i can easily point out a few points right away. firstly what i find most disturbing is the combing hair movement that he does on an average of 5 times per performance. the way he moves his hand around his hair then slide down to his *ahem* magic stick. simply bizarre. secondly i'm really bothered about his purple gloves. those purple gloves that i can't help but notice whenever i watch his performances. those purple gloves that often zoom past my mind when my defences are low. thirdly he will always touch his chin in a somewhat seductive? way which totally grosses me out.
what fascinates me more is that whenever he does those things above the fans will scream like there's no tomorrow. i'll understand if it's shinhwa dancing up there since they are just so uber duber ubieee cute, but rain??? oh goodness gracious.
and lastly, i have to re-emphasise that i am not and will never be secretly or openly in love with rain. the thought of that just scares me.
i'm gonna be a bad boy... bad bad boy...
Nini @ 8:07 PM