Monday, November 15, 2010
bug leng. bug bug bug. bug gownie the undersea royalty.
i tie and untie my hair. it never stays properly tied up for more than 10 minutes. i fiddle with it. i twirl it around my fingers. my hands need to do something that doesn't require coordination of my eyes; said organ is busy getting drowned. (come to think of it, i would want to run my fingers through yesung's hair anyday)
i seem to be more conscious of little things happening around me. like a mosquito speeding past or birds screaming in pasir ris park. in other words, anything that can distract me from the Mug. i am actually secretly happy to be chasing after a mosquito when it appears.
i eat. chocolates and whatever i can find in the fridge. it's almost as if by keeping my other organs occupied i can relieve the burden upon my eyes.
i have a theory. my increasingly decreasing brain power isn't due to age, but the naughty little thing inside me. as it develops it is taking over more and more of my brain capacity. it's highly affluent now.
and of course, it has always been a battle between me-for-Mug and the insane inner fangirl. i only let it out 15 minutes before i sleep though, cause i know when it comes out it will never go back in until i wake up the next day. (yes it dominates even in my sleep, why else would i have those crazy dreams anyway xD) right now it's purring docilely in my gut. the night is still young.
Nini @ 7:03 PM