Thursday, February 17, 2011
no, after so long that empty ache in my heart still remains.
it's lurking somewhere deep in my heart, and sometimes I would tug it out so that I can torture myself with it.
but then it would sink back inside, emptier and hurting more than ever.
and so once in awhile, I would walk along that path again, to remind myself that I am never deserving of whatever I own today.
and again, hope is paralyzing.
Nini @ 6:23 PM